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[.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Thread Started on Feb 9, 2007, 11:07pm »
It was music all along, and forever would it always be music to move Xrias along her lifeline while it still ran longer by each day. Since she moved, never had her fingertips pound at the keys of a piano. The 15 year old girl was wearing black and grey leggings with a black skirt over them and a black long hobo-sleeve shirt. Her hair was straightened and abit messy, and her eye liner, like normal, was applied heavily. Her white and blue D*C's cluncked the ground with every step. Xrias stepped into the room, it was dark and empty, only an old piano sat in the middle of the room. She looked around the room before reaching her hand over and flicking the light on. A few peices of sheet music lay scattered on the floor, the piano and the blank chalk board. A smile curved on her lips as she stepped towards the piano, slipping her black bookbag off her shoulders. Her hand dropped it softly and it landed on the floor with a soft thud. Looking down breifly, she moved forward, with easy graceful steps. The piano beckond her, the black bench sitting before it. She ran her fingers from the lowest key to the highest key, just lightly so no noise was emmited. Sitting down slowly, she flipped her black skirt back so she wasnt sitting on it. Running her fingers over the black keys and off the white ones, she put her hands on each side of her, putting them on the bench. Her foot lightly applied pressure to the pedal, and with ease, it puhsed in. Releasing it, she put her hands back on the keys and pressed the middle C. The sound was beautiful, the most beautiful she'd heard. The small smile on her lips grew. Putting her hands on the keys once more, she played away at Lithium by Evanescence. After playing the intro, her mouth opened and her voice fell threw, graceful and beautiful. The lyrics, the voice, the song, the piano all echoed off the 4 walls around Xrias, adding great effect.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow. I'm gonna let it go.
Her voice was strong and it played with harmony and melody against the piano's keys. A paper on the ground whisked lightly across the room, as she finished. Sighing breifly, she put her hands on the bench, beside her and wriggled her nose. She was in love. With the piano. Seemed kind of akward, but hey, what did she care. None. Thats what. She sighed and decided not to leave yet. She moved her hands back up the keys and began playing another Evanescence song, Lycramosa, a smile fixed lightly on her lips while she played the piano in the empty room.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #1 on Feb 22, 2007, 8:15pm »
JD walked into the room and saw the girl he smiled and said "That is the most beautiful sound i've heard" he walked up to the girl and sat on the closed piano. "Please continue"
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #2 on Feb 22, 2007, 8:33pm »
Jumping slightly at the unexpected arrival. Calming down quickly at the sight of a stranger, she offered him a smile and blushed slightly as he commented her singing and her playing. Either one. Turning her head and casting her eyes down to the keys to hide her blushing. "Thank you..." She said trailing off. When he asked her to continue to play, she smiled and placed her hands on the keys. Looking up at him instead of looking down at her hands, she began to play "Cut" by PLUMB. First, the piano's notes and then finally looking down at her hands, her mouth opened and she sang out the lyrics.
Finishing out the song she placed her hands on her lap and smiled up at the boy, with a trace of nervousness in her twinkling eyes. So far she had only met 4 people. Cristo, Kelsie, the other Kelsey and this.. boy. Oh, and this silence left her.. eh. "I'm Xrias, by the way." She said softly, but clearly enough for him to hear. She looked down at her hands and pulled her sleeves up snug around her hands. Looking back up and smiling abit she awaited for what his reply had to be.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #4 on Feb 22, 2007, 8:43pm »
Smiling softly as he kissed her hand, she blushed slightly and looked away, the smile still cast on her lips. She bit her lip silently and looked back up, her red cheeks fading back to their original colour slowly. "Nice to meet you Jason..." She said softly. Placing her hands on her lap, she slowly smoothed out her unruffled black skirt and cast her eyes down. Wow, this boy was charming but only one question was bouncing around her mind. No, I haven't heard of you... Who are you?? She thought silently. Unable to say anything more, she looked back up to him a questioning sparkle in her brown eyes. "I think I'm missing something.. I'm new here. I can't say that I've heard of you before.." She said to him, adding a soft smile to her words.
Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #5 on Feb 22, 2007, 8:55pm »
"I'm the irresistible to women, Jason Doran, Richest guy in all of Fair Mount, I own the big mansion up on the hill" Jase said standing up he smiled at the girl and said "I just have an effect on women that they just want to get in bed with me. How about you say we have some fun?"
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #6 on Feb 22, 2007, 9:07pm »
Suddenly, a look of offense overtook Xrias' features. Flaring silently, she thought coldly to herself silently. Sooo basicly, your a man whore who will f*ck any girl who likes him? Damn! That MUST means he will pretty much just f*ck me then forget me. Xrias stood and crossed her arms, shifting to one foot. "I may be Emo but there is one thing I'm not. And THAT would be a slut, Thank you!" She hissed silently. She turned her back, her anger turning to sadness. She let her arms fall to her side and her head fell and a tear slid from her eye, down her cheek and dripped silently to the floor. She could have loved this boy, but she didn't want to be hurt, or broken. It killed her inside and it was emotional pain. The only reason she cut her wrist. The pain of heartbreak. She caught her breath as another tear fell silently to the floor. She turned around, tears falling silently, pushing by him and walking to her bag on the floor. Swooping down, she grabbed it and walked to the wall. She leaned on it and rested her head on it and sobbed soflty. She knew why she was angered and frustrated, but the tears? Was she afraid of falling in love with this boy and then just get hurt all over again? A small part of her wanted him, and a part of her didnt want any part of him. Only if he made comitment. Only to be true to her. Only her. No other girl. JUST her. Xrias. Xrias alone. She apologized silently to him without any words and burried her face into her hands and cried soflty. Maybe thats just what she wanted. She felt so lonly ever since she'd been hurt by her ex. If Jason was the one, she surely didn't want to be a third wheel. She wanted to be his only one, his number one. Just Xrias. Thats all. She sobbed soflty and her crying seized and just soft sobs followed. She looked silently at his feet, unable to look him in the eyes.
Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #7 on Feb 22, 2007, 9:12pm »
JD had no idea why he was feeling how he was feeling now. He actually didn't want to fuck Xrias, he saw her crying and put his arms around her and said "I'm sorry, Seeing you like this makes me feel, like i've never felt before...your a lovely girl but i dont wanna fuck you at all, its...odd for me"
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #8 on Feb 22, 2007, 9:27pm »
Relief seized her as he put his arms around her and told her that he didn't want to fuck her. She retreated and put her arms around him and put her head on his shoulder and sobbed softly. She bit her lip and felt something in her die down. She stepped back and looked up into his eyes as if searching for something. "Its just that I don't want to be hurt again. And I don't want to fall in love with some stupid jerk." She said softly looking down. Maybe it was possible for her to fall in love with him and he do the same as for her. Wriggling her nose habitively and then looked up at him. Maybe he'd think she was some sort of creepy freak. She thought back to where he put his arms around her. She looked up back into his eyes when she realized she found comfort somewhere in it. She cleared her throught sheepishly and cast her eyes to the side.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #10 on Feb 22, 2007, 9:46pm »
She smiled at his swear and stepped forth unsurely. She touched his arm softly and moved behind him running her finger up his arm and across his nape and then to his opposite shoulder. Smiling to herself, she moved away and back to the piano. Moving her fingers along the white and black keys, she closed the lid and looked back up at Jason. Casting her eyes down, she stepped forth and looking at Jason. The question was if he didn't think she was a creepy freak. She offered a small smile and then replied to his swear. "So you don't think I'm a creepy freak?" She asked playfully. She just wanted him more than anything right now. She wanted to be his only one, and she wanted to be loved by him. But she wanted him to love her. There was no point in loving someone who didn't love you back.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #12 on Feb 22, 2007, 10:00pm »
She smiled as he placed his hand on her chin and listened to his words. She blushed slightly as he kissed her cheek and felt comfort in it. She bit her lip and her hand reached up and her thumb traced the outline of his cheek bone and smiled softly. "I think, Jason, I'm falling in love with you." She said softly, almost a whisper. She hoped he wouldn't hate her for saying it, it was the last thing she wanted him to do. Hate her. She looked into his eyes, the same thing. Looking for something, or it seemed like it. She awaited his reply as she traced the outline of his cheek bone.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #14 on Feb 22, 2007, 10:11pm »
Xrias smiled at the offer and didn't even have to think twice on her reply. "I'd love to.." She said softly. She bit her lip beforing replying a second time. "When, do you think?" She asked. Silently, she hoped he'd say tonight, hence that it was Friday and they had no school tomorrow. She blinked and gazed in his eyes for a moment before awaiting his reply.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #16 on Feb 22, 2007, 10:22pm »
Xrias smiled at his words and gave a innocent look and abit of puppy eyes. "Now?" She asked softly, hoping he would say "yes". Xrias, even though had just met this boy, was falling for him fast. Hopefully he would catch her when she fell. She bit her lip and gave him puppiesh eyes.
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Re: [.can't] hold [.onto] me - {open} « Reply #18 on Feb 23, 2007, 9:09pm »
Xrias giggled at his comment about her puppy eyes and then nodded slightly. "Okay, awsome." She swooped down a second time and walked to his side, looking over and smiling abit. "Lesh go..." She said softly and she waited for him to lead the way to his house....
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